It used to be so different

It used to be so different

I’m sitting alone, my forehead pressed against the pane
All the time I keep asking myself:’ Who is the one to blame’?

Can’t get it out of my head now
It keeps consuming my soul
And I wonder what on earth can make me whole?

It’s the sense of guilt that causes unbearable pain
It’s the sense of loss that puts this unrelenting strain

What kind of life am I living?
Around me I feel despair
And it is hard to grasp, impossible to bear

Yeah, you will lead me all along the way
Under your guidance I will not be led astray

I was a firm non-believer
I never learnt how to pray
But there aren’t many prayers left, to say

It feels as if my life has ended, since you passed away
It used to be so different, from what it is today

Can’t get it out of my head now
It keeps consuming my soul
And I wonder what on earth can make me whole?

Yeah, you will lead me all along the way
Under your guidance I will not be led astray