On My Lonesome

Verse:
Everything is growing up, and everything is changing
Even my city get new buildings and my hair color is fainting, like
Right before your death I mean, right before your final
Scene in the moment it's only you until your final breath it leaves
It leaves you paralyzed, with double lids of closing eyes
Slipping into darkness, like the Loch Ness
This is how I'm feeling with no practice
Motionless in a world of tides
Why others cruise, my vehicle is compromised
I'm having issues with the world and crazy weather often
Showers on me while the others in the sunshine walking
Talking about their progress, while I digress
Fighting in the water alone and wet
Drown in my debt, like a homeless vet
Looked over, passed over me
I'm a has been detaching from this society,
Was used too much crushed in the land of the free
I've had enough who do I trust dawg, must be me

Chorus:
I was chilling in my car, bumping music on my lonesome
You can find me watching tv, first take on my lonesome
Ready or not here I come, but I’m coming on my lonesome
Drinking on my lonesome, sleeping on my lonesome

Verse 2:
Hurt and pain a strange machine
The same machine that made me mean
When I was green I thought your team
Would alarm the sir-en, when outer beans
Attacking from the outside of your wall
What do you when one of them was actually one of y’all
See that seed go deep, security breach of those
Emotions dealing with trust
In relationships no one could be enough
Whether friend or romantic, your heart in a panic
Its tough, when you try to be open
When your life is broken it's rough
On the person that hugging, person claiming loving
Still leave ‘em at the bay like a Mama's baby to husband
Some people thought they was, when of course they wasn't
Truth is most of us is empty with walls of the dozens
Wanna be free, from self-captivity
But it keeps on coming back like a movie trilogy
That's why I'm more than comfortable to be alone
To each its own don't condone this way of life but it's my home
I'm on my own

Chorus:
I was chilling in my car, bumping music on my lonesome
You can find me watching tv, first take on my lonesome
Ready or not here I come, but I’m coming on my lonesome
Drinking on my lonesome, sleeping on my lonesome

Verse 3:
The castle built around my heart
Made my heart Rapunzel
With the ventricle slipping out the window
Hoping for love, I look above
My knight and shining armor, coming like karma
A farmer digging removing weeds
And planting seeds of honor in the soil
That’s purposed by the King and angels toil
Some people want the riches
Like their land was filled with oil
Money cannot buy you everything so when it spoils
I let Him do the work in me, cause wholeness never coils
Like that


Chorus:
I was chilling in my car, bumping music on my lonesome
You can find me watching tv, first take on my lonesome
Ready or not here I come, but I’m coming on my lonesome
Drinking on my lonesome, sleeping on my lonesome