Memories Of You

The Leaves are blowin past my door
November has come bearin with the winds of winter
The cold cold cold turning of your heart
Has left me to wonder, wonder wonder what to do
The blade feels so warm against my wrist
The only comfort I've known in days
My window view of the rain and the wind
Has exhausted me
And the photo of you and I last month in the city

And I told myself I wouldn't cry
I told myself I wouldn't die
I told myself I would survive
Without you
But its so lonely here locked up in my room
And its so lonely here wondering what to do

Well I picked up the phone anticipating one last call
But before I could dial I noticed it was already ringing
I answered without a word anticipating your voice
But before you said a word I started bleeding

And I told myself I wouldn't cry
I told myself I wouldn't die
I told myself I would survive
Without you
But its so lonely here locked up in my room
And its so lonely here wondering what to do