No Hearts Won

This is to all the men I wanted to love
But something stood in my way
Maybe misfortune or some other
Inopportune event, or a slight delay
In history unfolding the way that it would
I'm sorry I never loved you like you thought I should

I say "all the men" so it seems like there are many
But who knows how many there could've been
How many hearts I could've won
It could have easily been done
But just as well there might be none

This is to all the men I wanted to hold
But some sensation made me freeze
Could it be my voice, echoing the choices I made
That caused my unease
And although you cannot miss what you never knew
I'm sorry I never held you like you wanted me to