If I Could Have Known

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If I Could Have Known - By Mandy Rowden (BMI)

If I could have know would I have written you back? 
Days slip away and then they fade to black
It’s impossible to say where we got off the track 
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back

If I could have known would I have spent the holidays at home? 
Time only matters long after it’s gone
I didn’t think you’d be the one to slip through the cracks
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back

Sit alone and ponder the weather
Never thought we wouldn’t be together 
The rain comes out of the black you said goodbye in
It’s enough to make you just want to quit trying

If I could have known would I have picked up the phone? 
Some men are just little boys who got overgrown
I played my cards too close but the deck was already stacked
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back

If I could have known would I really change it anyway? 
Some people have a hundred years but we only got today 
In my memory your face has faded to black
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back
And now I can’t believe you won’t be back