Emptiness

Another time,
When it feels like
There would be no power for me,
You can call it
I’m low down like a battery
Wondering
Those who hate me.
Are they really happy for making me feel so creepy?
Your supply of doubts has made me a little bit tipsy
Now pay attention to what I said,
I said just a little bit!
So you get rid from that thing you call victory
It’s an illusion
And it ain’t part of history
Because it’s imaginary
Problem is it never happened.
I may feel empty,but you didn’t kill me!
What I feel,I call
Emptiness
That’s my workout to pass the test
(test,test..)
Even your gesture tells that you are not impressed
I’m keeping my focus on the best
I’m looking at beauty
Ignoring sadness
For a less of easiness

[Chorus] (2x)

My mind is empty, but I try to understand
What’s going on (3x )

I think
If life would be something like a computer game
I would reclaim level of expert
And arrange maintain
My game play in way
That I couldn’t be a slave,who obey
(no way!)
For feelings full of pain
That suppress me.
No need to replay,so no regrets
Bigger the risk,bigger the bets,bigger the income from that you did invest
My direction!
I’m going for the best
Just rename my way,my life to success
Even you are not able to see any chances for the progress.
I’m way too arrogant to cry before challenges
Guess what?
I got a word for those who cry,I call them bitches
Don’t ask to me why
And yes,I feel the stress
And I guess it’s received from haters,that press the pressure
In measure it’s same
Like some dogs trainers train to be suppressed by chain
(they got used to it)
But I’m not going along with that so stay away
And difference is that
I did choose freedom for my own gateway
Like day by day on local highway
When you drive then you choose the free lane
‘Cause you can’t sustain to wait in congestion away from your home
And even that’s O.K. when that pressed “D” in that dress
Is whispering thoughts not far from my chest

(I just have to be good to get through that all mess)

[chorus]

And I am good because I know the fact that I am strong
Same like I know opinion is wrong when it’s not based on truth
All the haters the fact is you don’t know me in basic root
So all I can do yell:”**** you!”,
When I do,what I did choose to do
And sorry me for being rude,but I’m too good to be fooled by your delude and incompetence
People like you they can’t keep beauty in their hands
Only pretend they are familiar with that
And actually this all seems for me…
(so sad so sad as sad it could be(2x))
Even these thoughts you provide they make the mess in my mind
Sending information through that pipe
Which supply consciousness mine
Now stop!
Sorry..
I would like to enjoy colorful life,
So move that all **** aside
And I pay the price
Yes I realize.
It takes the risk same like time
I’m ignoring the lies of bullies,
Looking for allies,
While I’m standing up for myself like a high rise!