As One Does

There’s nothing left you must be right
I’m always turning off the lights
We can’t talk if I can’t see
How much longer could you know me
until the time is passing slowly?
Until you realize I won’t capture
half the things I’m chasing after?
Don’t you fixate on disaster like I do?

It’s easy enough to spend your life
reading of ways to keep from dying
Changing habits that you love
Still there’s nothing you can think of
that'll change the final outcome
We just hope when we get home
and we don’t want to be alone
we won’t have to use our phones
Like most do

I am nothing, I am everything
Get the idea that I’m still sad when I am laughing
Wrote my name beneath some words then I crossed it out
Can’t admit the things I think are really what I thought
Grow apart from the ideas that made me comfortable
Understand life is linear and we’re all fallible
Start to thinking there’s nothing deep inside
The way I am is all there is unless I dream at night
Should spend less time upright
I hope I do