what is the reason

this is the way it goes i guess you know i've left it all behind
open my eyes and watch that world of yours crumble away from mine
everything washing into the waters of my memories
it disappears, it disappears, and falls so far away from me

what is the reason, why am i here
all of this darkness everywhere

what is the reason, you disappear
i guess its the way you show you care

what is the reason, why all these tears
haven't i hurt enough these years

what is the reason, you disappear
when you were the one thing that I fear

there was a time, there was a place, when none of these thoughts would stain my face
all i could see, all that was me i left behind without a trace
if i could just leave, if i could believe in myself then i know that i could trust
but here as i stand, here as i am, I'm letting it all turn into dust


all of my thoughts, all that i've got, watching it shatter on the floor
its so hard to think, so hard to dream when none of it matters anymore
so what do I do, what can I do, it's you who gave me all this pain
so you are the one, you are the one who holds the keys to all my chains