Free (Not Afraid To Die)

My love felt like a military exercise / Completely void of all surprise, pull me from the wreckage / My heart was a run down courthouse, no mercy and no pardons / A home with no garden, a bottle with no message / I want to be free, I want to ride through lightning / I want to be there when the water's rising / I want to let go of all the ghosts I'm fighting / I want to be free, not afraid to die / Sometimes my soul can feel so untethered / Blowing around in the fair weather, a well with no spring / When I feel the weight of time in the distance, I give up all resistance / And close my eyes while I sing / CHORUS / I want to be free, see a new horizon / I want to be there when the Jordan's rising / I want to let go of the all ghosts I'm fighting / I want to be free, not afraid to die