Disbelief

My imagination is running wild with with thoughts of losing you i am preoccupied
Paranoid delusions in my mind I think your deceiving me and I'm scared of what i might find

I just don't know what to believe things are not as they appear to be
The way your being so nice to me confirms my fears

I love it when you hate me and I hate it when you love me too much
I do believe I do believe I do believe I do believe I'm in disbelief

Back in the old days you got mad if i came home late and drunk and smelling bad
If the rules were broken there were reprimands but we had so much fun making up again

I just don't know what to believe things are not as they appear to be
The way your being so nice to me confirms my fears

I love it when you hate me and I hate it when you love me too much
I do believe I do believe I do believe I do believe I'm in disbelief
I get suspicious of you kindness I think you're over compensating too much
I do believe I do believe I do believe I do believe I'm in disbelief