Inside Me

You were sweet, you are kind
I was wrong, I am blind
And I weep when you find
The monster that is my life

Since I met you, I couldn't stop
Thinking of you, the endless plots
And I'd wonder if I'd resist

But there's a monster inside of me
I sometimes falter to obey its plea

There's a monster that controls my life
Every move I make, every heart I break

There's a monster inside of me
It fights harder when I refuse

There's a monster that holds my fate
Every time I laugh it fills with hate

You were sweet, you were mine
I was lost, I was blind
Now I laugh when you find
The monster that is our life

There's a monster inside of me
I sometimes falter to obey its plea
There's a monster inside of me
Its fights harder when I refuse

When I met you, I couldn't stop
Thinking of you, the endless plots
And I'd wonder if I'd resist
But there's a monster somewhere amiss