Both Ends Of A Gun

I was running from a lunch mob
maybe running just to run
no, I was running like my old man
running like a drifter's son
pulled that metal to the shoulder
and just let the engine run
and spent over an hour there at
both ends of a gun

Off this stone road sits a dirt lane
that separates two fields
where I used to like to go to think
when I wasn't spinning wheels
where the stars spread out forever
till they vanished in the sun
and I'd watch it all from a windshield and from
both ends of a gun

Now there comes a time
in some men's lives
when it feels like all is lost
when the last decision left to make
is the army or the cross
well I never was all that disciplined
and my time of faith's long done
and amazing grace don't show her face at
both ends of a gun

In the Spring of 1985
I was nine years old
church folk pulled me aside
and some hillbilly preacher told me
boy your daddy died
in his car last night
out past Townline forty one
and somebody whispered something bout
both ends of a gun

There's this lighthouse on Lake Erie
only it don't shine no more
it's just some old, rusted out iron
with a primer gray door
I always wanted to swim to the other side
I just never had the lungs
and there ain't no treading water from
both ends of a gun

They say time can heal all wounds
I say not the ones that kill
those just leave you with a slow bleed
till you find a decent pill
but I felt them roll that stone away
first time I held my son
and I prayed he'd never greet a day from
both ends of a gun

Anymore I'm thinking less about that door
preachers, stones and hollow bones
all ancient metaphors
man, I've seen two-day sober junkies
heard women speak in tongues
ain't nothing good at either end

I was running from a lunch mob
maybe running just to run
no, I was running like my old man
running like a drifter's son


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