Rotten Apples

I can`t find much comfort in these words
it`s not getting any better it just keeps getting worse
I can`t find my way through this surreal dream
all the silence and secrecy makes me feel so damn guilty

something rotten in the back of my mind
cut down the rotten apples from the tree of life
hold on to your humanity hold on to your life
hold on to your sanity hold on to your life

I can`t find much reason for this loss
it doesn`t matter what I fell you`re forever gone
I can`t find my way out of this fog
no other choice but to bury these thoughts suffocate them all silence all the voices

it hurts to remember the joy or the sorrow
take all the hope from our hearts and fill them with a feeling so hollow
I will cherish all these precious memories
and let the bitter sweet misery carry me gently through the pain