Refuse 2 Lose (Clean Mix)

Words and Music: CB aka Country Boy
(c) DJ Central Records 2016
(p) Blue Pie Publishing USA 2016

It's hard waking up, no food in the kitchen
baby in the other room man he screamin and kickin.
Tryna come up, without a pot to **** in
so if they don't front me, ima have to steal a shipment.
Because I got,
bills due, mouths to feed
that's why I can’t do a damn thing for free. (man I cant)
And you know,
I’m still on this road to riches,
and my gas tank, man its sitting on E.
Ducking police,
as they ridin by.
I tried to escape my past, but aint no hiding mine.
All my work a1 why you denyin mine?
You gotta watch for these snakes with their conniving lies. (yeah)
You know the world real cold
especially when your on your own
and your left all alone/
That's why I keep a heater, and some fire **** dro
get the work then I hit the stop n go.

cause I...

Chorus
gotta do, what what I gotta do
because the devil tryna play me for a fool
I cant get mad at no one
cause I chose this life
when I should of took my butt back to school
so now I gotta do, what what I gotta do
I gotta stay strong
ill forever stay true
but I cant,
cant fake, cant fold
gotta keep pushin on cause
I refuse to lose!

Crime pays, its hard to be legal
I just do it for my people
I aint trying be evil.
My boy just did a bid
andhe"llprolly do a sequel
I wonder what go through their head
before they get that needle?
I wasn't right, but God was I wrong
Can you forgive me, and please take me home?
And despite all my wrongs, can you show me the light
And where I belong? (please)
All the pain and the suffering, sparked the flame to me hustling, (yeah)
being broke I found troubling, I'm sick of Ramen noodles (man my stomach still rumbling)
but I,
I got to eat, my fam got to eat,
plusi'm real man i'mtryin to feed my team
so I gotta,
say an extra prayer while I load my heat,
make a plan then I got to hit the streets.
Cuz I gotta do what what I gotta do
gotta keep on grindin still got to hit the stu,
if you came from nothing like me you might change your point of view,
I'm a real soldier blood on my boots.
In the trenches everyday, no college and i'm extra tatted,
make it hard to get work;
but I aint making no excuses just pray for ya boy
that I don't get put under the dirt!

Cause I...

Chorus
gotta do, what what I gotta do
because the devil tryna play me for a fool
I cant get mad at no one
cause I chose this life
when I should of took my butt back to school
so now I gotta do, what what I gotta do
I gotta stay strong
ill forever stay true
but I cant
cant fake, cant fold
gotta keep pushin on cause
I refuse to lose!


I REFUSETO LOSE....