Blanco County Lights
A light comes on and I’m out again
at a filling station, put another five dollars on ten
I spend the day slinging paint on broken fences
and race the sunset home before tomorrow starts again.
It’s an endless cycle that I’m not much for talking about
But damned if some days -- some days I just can’t work it all out.
I’m left filling the spaces inside my head
With all the wrong things done and the right things left unsaid.
I’ll let it go tonight
And watch it all fade away into a flickering candle light
Letting go, I’m alright
Saying goodbye to the Blanco County lights
I’m not the best at letting the good things go
This ain’t the first night I’ve spent living in the past, I know
These empty glasses, head pounds like a drum
Not really that comfortable with how comfortable this bar’s become
Yeah, it’s true, some decisions change everything
And all the ones I didn’t make made a mess of me and you
But I’ve got a really good idea of just who I am
And I’ve spent too long listening to all the things they’ve said I’ve been.