revenage of the mesiah

my mother jackal my father a preecher but as far as he know im a martyr chillin in paradise with the 70 virginis one look like beyounce ciara alicia keisha trina yea i really senn her sittin in my beach chair sippin champange in the sky now tell me why i had to before i live this life and why what i could have in life i have to have in death and why he had to die and why she had to die and why they gpt to die and why why why roar enough quetion that how it is when your fight with your inner demon you know the voice inside your head sayin they dont like me behind my back there laugh at me sayin i dress funny im a question mark cause they dont understand me see me everyday but they dont know me they shun me throw stone at me the anger just soak in like a sponge as u put dagger into my heart you rape my soul you torch my concience push me to the point where i just black out