Starting Over
Starting Over

Words and Music by Rachel Bissex
© 2001 Rachel Bissex/One Take Productions


Suki dropped the letter into the mailbox with no return address
She backed away from what she'd done, smiled at the emptiness
She slipped back in the driver's seat, looked in the rear-view mirror
Remorse, regret, she turned the key / Reverse but no return
Starting over, starting over
She felt a hunger in her belly and her foot down on the gas, the cry of the road
Growling in her belly made her drive too fast, static on the radio
Starting over, starting over
Suki smelled the coffee burning as she walked into the place
The waiter he didn't like her, she could see it in his face, and he said to her:
“You know, if you don't like the coffee in here, why don't you just get back in your little car and go on down the road. I'm sure you can find yourself a nice little coffee shop somewhere with a latte or espresso or something with whipped cream and a cherry on top. It's a big world out there, and don't let the door hit you on the way out.”
And you know, she thought to herself, he's right. It is a very, very, very big world out there. As big as the blue Pacific, or the sequoias out in California. As big as the Canadian arctic, or Chicago traffc. As big as those power towers that she saw when she was driving across New Jersey. The world is as big as her vacant womb.
Suki drove for hours, for days, for weeks, between the broken lines.
She drove by the water, she drove by the woods, singing
This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine
This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine
Starting over, starting over, starting over
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine, let it shine