Not At All (The Way It Used To Be)

If I could see you through the eyes that used to be mine Then I could fool myself and whisper everything's going to be fine Just the way it used to be with me
If all the clouds before my mind would go away Then I could pretend that it's still that long past sunny day Before the clouds of time descended upon me
And if I'd only made the time to make you mine Instead of playing all those foolish games hiding names Oh will you ever know the things my heart could sing to you
And now I tell by reaching out to touch the day That all my life is now completely a foundation made of clay
Not at all the way it used to be with me