Thirty More Years

I was dreaming, never seeing
What was right all I knew was wrong
And I truly, didn’t notice
’Til I woke up, from this dream so long

Can I do this for 30 more years
Could I look you in the eye
And care for you like I want to
While I mourn the days passed by
Can I do this for 30 more years
When my heart is filled with fear
My hopes and dreams may be too much to be
But I know, it can’t be here

People told me, go be happy
And they’d change what they did if they could
And their hearts were, filled with sadness
And tears from the pain they withstood

Can I do this for 30 more years
Could I look you in the eye
And care for you like I want to
While I mourn the days passed by
Can I do this for 30 more years
When my mind is seeing clear
My hopes and dreams may be too much to be
But I know, yes I know it won’t be here