Half of Mind

Half of Mind

I’ve got half of mind
that tells me where to go.
I’ve got half of mind
that makes me lose control…
A panic attack just takes me back,
there’s no place left to go –
It’s not what you feel, it’s what you know.

I’ve got half of mind
that tells me what to do.
I’ve got half of mind
that makes me come unglued.
Then comes anxiety –
a bad trip from my brain.
Oh, don’t you know, I’m going insane?

(refrain)
If half a mind is all I have,
half a mind just ain’t so bad.
Take back my half of mind
and get me to the truth...
I’ve got to get back in the groove.

I’ve got half of mind
that tells me what to feel.
I’ve got half of mind
and I don’t know what is real.
I just can’t seem to get to sleep
I’m afraid to shut my eyes...
I’m full of fear, hear my cries!

I’ve got half of mind
that beats me when I’m down.
I’ve got half of mind
but I can’t get off the ground.
Then creeps in the doubt
for listening to my brain–
Oh, don’t you know, I’ve gone insane?

(refrain)

I’ve got half of mind
but I think it’s comin’ due
I’ve got half of mind
and I just don’t have a clue.
I’ve got half of mind
when I’m there with you.
I’ve got half of mind
that just can’t breakthrough…
I’ve got half of mind,
watch out down below!
I’ve got half of mind that’s goin’ to blow...