Shallow

Shallow

There was a time
A time not long ago
I wanted nothing form life
Then came up on something I thought I needed
Thought I needed to survive
Now I know, dont want it, dont need it
Its evil
Its over
Its killing my mind

You make me doubt my sanity
Every chance that you get
You make me feel like Im less than human
You make me feel like Im less of a man
Youll argue just to fuck with my head
Youll swear that youre right
You must have a venomous hate for me
To make me feel so much death in life

Shallow

Psychopathic rage Ive never felt before
Animosity for you
Now Im just a shell a shadow of the
Of the strong man you once knew
You have broken me, finally done it
Im worthless
Im nothing
Is that what you want?

I know you hate me
This vessels empty
I fall apart at the seams
At night I see your blood all over
All over my hands in my dreams
Cant tell the difference between fiction and reality
How could someone be so fucking evil
And still say, they love me

I never asked for much from life
As I try to
Find my way

You filled the void inside
Little did I know youd
Tear my soul away
Oh look at me now
How did we get so far
Its all fucked up now

I never asked for this from life
Now I want to
Fade away

You filled the void inside
Now nothing with you
Will ever be the same

Oh look at me now
How did we get so far
Its all fucked up now

You make me
Hate myself
You make me
Die inside
Thoughts turn to suicide death isnt far behind

You make me
Hate myself
You make me
Die inside
Thoughts turn to suicide death isnt far behind

You make me
Hate myself
You make me
Die inside
Thoughts turn to suicide death isnt far behind

You make me
Hate myself
You make me
Die inside
Thoughts turn to suicide death isnt far behind

Shallow