Learn To Say No (Clean Edit)

i turned everything off just to turn it back on thought i wanted quiet but i'm usually wrong the sound my mind makes is a terrible song
Till somebody’s down and I do nothing at all
so i'll have to get out of this house before long
but like an animal I cannot seem to leave my house without shitting myself instantly can't go anywhere without bein three sheets
guess i'll always be this goddamn unhappy or someday i'll learn what it's like to say no Someday i'll learn what it's like to say no well i just ain't ready for what it feels like to say no i know i've done nothing to earn your respect i know better than your "friend" just how much of a mess i can make out of this Honey, i still really don’t care what she says Cause to say i'm dissatisfied would somehow imply that i was deserving of a better life i've already given up on trying to deny someone's wandering eye but someday i'll learn what it's like to say no And I still won’t love what it's like to say no Cause you ain’t never had to learn how to just say no
sometimes I think I should just go for a walk but them somehow I do nothing at all
Why does it take so much out of me to be this weak
Convince myself someone’s looking over my shoulder
Telling me "this is the life that you chose" Why does it take so much work to keep you company
that's why i treat my body like an indestructible machine then i'll raise a toast to the people who think that it's just as easy as turning down a couple drinks to the ones who still think walking's a cinch Cause they just don't know how hard it is Cause they don't know what it's like to say no Man they don't know what it's like to say no and they won’t ever have to learn how to just say no now I’m gonna learn what it's like to say no little girl you’re gonna learn what it's like to say no well i don’t really care much for what it’s like to say no