Confusion

A month sober but don’t congratulate me
Cuz everything in my life is tragic lately
My ex moved on she had another baby
Congratulations, I gotta nother late fee!

I really need a drink but my pockets empty
I fumble with the joint let the reefer tempt me
I’m thinking God? why the **** you sent me?
I got big dreams but I am not DaVinci!

I’m not really an artist just socially retarded
Wherever I wind up I’ll make it home regardless
I Passed out drunk outside are old apartments
The neighbors called the cops and then I took off walking but I promise

I’m not trying to breathe underwater
I’m not trying to hide that I’m scared
Confusion is just one from the other
Guess it doesn’t mean so much in the end

I’m not trying to breathe underwater
I’m not trying to hide that I’m scared
Confusion is just one from the other
Guess it doesn’t mean so much in the end

Cuz In the end I’m just gon’ just pass away
And lay there long forgotten like a castaway
Did I do enough to even be remembered?
My bad man I meant to call you back today

But uh..
I’m caught between recovery and temptation just smothers me
I think that it might help me think
if I just have just one more drink
My Ego is too large to shrink I’m not in charge I’m on the brink
I’m caught off guard I clogged the sink my pen is clogged I’m drawn to ink

My body gives off body heat my ex says that I’m not a g I keep on bringing up my ex cuz she will not acknowledge me I dropped out before college B
My major is psychology my failure is astonishing I guess this my apology

But I’m not trying to breathe underwater
I’m not trying to hide that I’m scared
Confusion is just one from the other
Guess it doesn’t mean so much in the end

I’m not trying to breathe underwater
I’m not trying to hide that I’m scared
Confusion is just one from the other
Guess it doesn’t mean so much in the end

Cuz In the end I’m just gon’ just pass away
And lay there long forgotten like a castaway
Did I do enough to even be remembered?
My bad man I meant to call you back today