Pulling My Heart's Trigger

My heart to me, it seems to be my worst weapon
Twisting and turning my fate
It's so dark and cold that when I think murder,
It really happens and
I am so weak that when I hate I don't forgive,
Just as you forgave me
Can't I just learn to love just like you did,
When you walked this earth

Why do we hate?
Why can't we love?
Pulling on my
Heart's trigger

I hate you too, I say back at her when she tells me
That she wants me dead
I don't see how I come off so offensive,
But I manage it well
Can't I just forget about the wrogings that people have done to me
O no I just can't get on the high road, where I will finally be free

Why can't I tell you, the truth of what I'e done
Will you listen, or will you turn away
Why am I stupid, to think that I can't tell you
What I want to say