More Than Survive

I don't know how to talk about it
I'm so embarrassed to feel this way
Whatever happened to my indignation
I'm so concerned with what you sy

I take back all my accusations
The blame lies all in me
You're more than I ever wanted
I think that's what's buggin' me

These are pleas within my own self
Just to toughen up my hide
And move along true to my vision
I gotta do more than survive
Yeah more than survive

I know that I'm alright now
I wonder if you do
Could I be so apathetic
And still be in love with you?

Take the cross off my back now
Let me go a martyred friend
Give to me your retribution
With heavy heart and steady hand

These are pleas within my own self
Just to toughen up my hide
And move along true to my vision
I gotta do more than survive
Yeah more than survive