Who I Used To Be

Friend it's me,
I don't know if you can see.
Were you expecting care-free?
I'm not who I used to be.

These things-
The shootings, the killings;
My heart is scarred from the bombings.
My dreams are filled with their screams.

Chorus:
And I can't stop it now,
I'm sorry - I don't mean to sound so angry.
I just can't find my way back home to that place...

Where you and me were care-free.
Slightly less than crazy~
Looking forward to each journey...
God knows I need these memories.-

Chorus:
Because I can't stop it now,
I'm sorry - I don't mean to sound so angry.
I just can't find my way back home to that place.

Take me to where we can be care-free.
Please just hold me closely.
Friend it's me ~ I'm just not who I used to be.