Noes
Just a little bit of
internal frustration
mixed with a little
bit of perspiration
With sweaty hands I reach to click
With sweaty palm I grab my
About to enter in a
World of failure
About to remind her
Just how I’ve failed her
How did I end up back here again?
When did my emotions end up so thin?
Now each justification
Gets shifty
Now each lust fornication
Feels empty
I know I’ll want
To take it back
Maybe this time
I won’t make it back
This isn’t a time
To think of that
This is when a mind
Silences feedback
Machine language now
Pushing me to lean back
This is not right
She knows I don’t need that
This is not the beginning
And is not likely the end
X 2
Yes, I’ve got your noes, but I’m out of control
X 4
This release
Has become part
Of daily life
right from the start
The pressure builds
The pressure stops
The pleasure fills
I squeeze my
I want to
Taste your Hell
If I burn my tongue
I’ll stand the smell
Of rotting flesh
Best laid to rest
I last confessed
And I’m gone still
Just a box
Plastic and wires
Metal parts
Now I’m a liar
This won’t explain
Why I’m obsessed
This won’t explain
Why we’re obsessed
The glare is soft
Feel the light
Climax of shame
Now I’m alright
She’s not to blame
I know she’s right
I’m not to blame
I’ll stop tonight
This is not the beginning
And is not likely the end
X 2
Yes, I’ve got your noes, but I’m out of control
X 4
The glare is soft
Feel the light
Climax of shame
Now I’m alright
She’s not to blame
I know she’s right
I’m not to blame
I’ll stop tonight
The glare is soft
Feel the light
Climax of shame
Now I’m alright
She’s not to blame
I know she’s right
I’m not to blame
I’ll stop tonight
This is not the beginning
And is not likely the end
X 2
Yes, I’ve got your noes, but I’m out of control
X 4